What a Crush...>.<

lol, okay, everyone....i have a confession, i have a crush on my 4th period Spanish 3 teacher... LOL his name is Brandon :P A.K.A Coach Ely (pronounced elee) haha. he so cute! haha i dont have a picture because that would be weird :P hahaha. but i just wanted to confess it to my blog and tell everyone that he is a sexy beastttt :D
he's so funny!! we joke around in class! haha not just us, but the class in general and the whole class knows lol there like 12-ish people in the class and they all think its so funny! haha, ive alwayyyys had the fantasy of dating an older guy that was my teacher....seems like a odd/fun experience :P but i REALLLY wish that would happen ahahaha although i know that it wont! >.< damn reality!
haha well, anyways, thats my new crush! he's a hunk! :D

Wishing on a Star...

wishes...

• i wish that everything went how i wanted it...
• i wish that my parents and family we're together and normal
• i wish that i could could be openly gay as i am now, without the rude comments
• i wish that i was skinnier :P
• i sometimes wish that when i was put up for adoption at a young age, i would've stayed with that family
• i wish my dad would accept me as i am?
• i wish life weren't as hard as it is at times
• i wish that on my 9th birthday my parents would've stopped yelling at eachother long enought to tell me happy birthday!
  
• i wish that the past were easy to forget.
• i wish i had a pet panda
• i wish i had a navy blue Nissan Pathfinder
• i wish that i had been born an identical triplet
• i wish my mommy were here with me...not where she is
• i wish perez hilton would say nice things about me in his blog
• i wish every kid in the world had a house and good food
• i wish i was STUNNING GORGEOUS so i could be more confident
• i wish my debit card didnt have a limit... :D
• i wish that moth would'nt have just flown across my screen! >.<

okay, as you all know i am generally a happy person...but these are a few wishes i have...and i know, dreaming wont get you any further than the pillow your head is lying on, but its nice to imagine sometimes...right? love you all, sorry for bitching :P

me:*tackles moth across the bed*
moth:*attempts to flutter away*
me:*you WILL NOT escape*
moth:*flys away*
me: -__-" <(wtf>)
MORAL: moths are fucking fasttt! :D
just a thought...

Have a Heart

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=03KUskTSPD8

the above link is to a video that i find absolutely degrading and oh so lacking in tact. in said video, Dane Cook, im sure you've all seen or heard of him, well if you don't know, he's a comedian/actor and obviously needs to learn when to shut the hell up. okay, and im sure you've all heard of Vanessa Hudgens, played Gabriella in High School Musicals 1, 2, and 3, and is in the new Band Slam Movie that will be coming out soon, well im sure you heard that somehow nude photos of her were leaked to the public, and yes im so sure that's EXACTLY what she wanted everyone to see, but at the Teen Choice Awards, a place where there's lots of kids and fun and just pure excitement and suspense, she probably thought that was one night she just might get away without being embarrased about her previous actions. well in this video ON STAGE in front of hundreds or thousands of kids and young adults, Dane Cook calls Vanessa Hudgens out and she looks up smiling, and the next words out of his mouth were apauling, he told her "girl, you need to keep your clothes on!" the worst part it that it was NATIONAL TELEVISION and infont of CHILDREN....have a heart, her face after that, broke my heart :[ im not a GIANT raging fan of Vanessa Hudgens, but even if i hated the girl, i would have the tact, the intelligence, and the heart not to say that for every citizen of the United States to see and hear. just a thought...

Matthew Lush

okay everyone, matthew lush, hes 21, gay, vegan, and so on....he such an inspiration to me, i love him. well, a few days ago i ordered his rainbow LOVE tee-shirt haha and i revieved that today, i was SOOOO happy! :D :D :D
its a cute shirt that also has a message to it. also because we've talked on twitter he gave me fee pin/buttons lol :D so cute! <3 i ordered another shirt tonight and i cant wait to get it.... i had a pretty good day today :D LOVE YOU GUYS, ill write agian soon, just a thought...

rough day much!...

today, Anthony and I went 2 and 1/2 hours away to Denton to help his friend move...well, we thought it wouldnt be a big deal, help him move and Anthony get back for work and everything...but this person was very anti-productive about his moving, he wouldn't help move much of anything he was too busy either arguing with anthony and telling him he was stupid and how much he didnt like anything anthony did, and why or how he did it...the worst part about it is that anthony was not asked to do this for his "friend", but EXPECTED...so anthony asked if i would help him. we went to Wal*Mart, and said friend needed all these groceries, but there was a chance that his credit card wouldn't go through, so anthony was again, EXPECTED to buy these groceries if his card didnt work. So our "friend" pranced around Wal*Mart putting, not only what he needed, but what he wanted, KNOWING that anthonys might have to buy it with his limited amount of money. alsoooooo, at one point, the "friend" said he was a "poor college kid" but he CONSTANTLY eats out, his laptop broke so he decided he's going to buy the MOST EXPENSIVE MacBook with a 21"screen, also considering his car was totaled, he has every intention of buying a 2010 Dodge charger ans simply says, "its only like 150$ a month it will be easy". so we just wanted to leave, i know i probably missed things but you understand our general problem >.< uGHHHHHH!
love you anthony! :P