I believe people can make a difference, stand up for what they think is right, and fight to stop what they believe to be wrong, but there is a point where you draw the line...this world is beauty, destruction, love, a sense of wonder, and everything someone could dream of, it all depends on how you look at it... :) after all is said and done, i know i can be okay because i know whats its like to live, laugh, love, be loved...just a thought
hey everyone! :D i just wanted to talk about me! :P sounds good right? i mean, that's why your here isn't it... haha well, i have been way stressed lately kinda growing up and just realizing that im not gonna be a dramtic, drama queen little 17 year old for the rest of my life, as much as i wish i would deffinately just stop growing at 19 hahahah XD sounds great right?? well, i have two jobs now, i have Sonic drive-in, of course that's the fast food place and i deliver orders out, and i also just recently got a job at Hot Topic in the Richland Mall and i am absolutely loving it so far. fun place, right? well, two days ago we had senior pictures, i was very happy about that haha, as you know, i love taking pictures :D well, i like pandas! XD haha so u just brushed my teeth! :P i need to take nice refreshing bubble bath! haha i try to have one once a day but that doesnt always work....haha anyways im trying to figure things out for my senior year! graduating class of 2010 and sweetheart that time is going fast, i will be happy to be out of the hell-hole i call highschool but no doubt, somewhere, way deep in my mind, i will miss it alittle, btw, we are talking WAYYYYYYY deep! :D haha UNT is gonna be fun, i wanna be a photography major and im really hoping that works out well for me....haha so scared of the funding though, big issues there! :[ well....your welcome, for what you ask....well the UPDATE of course! :D just a thought...
jake...my new boyfriend! we started dating last sunday! and so far he's absolutely amazing :P i dont have alot to say, just wanted to inform everyone! :D lol well i wentto bed at like 7am this morning, i am NEVER EVER doing that again, lol woke up at 1-1:30ish pm. then i had to go to work at 5. also i have a new laptop and its great! :D love it...TO death! :D im so freaking sorry that i havnt updated my blog in like fucking years :P j/k j/k its just been awhile :P loves you guys, ill be more consistant...just a thought...
im tired from work, feeling pretty apathetic. well i just kinda wish things were easier... ugh, just wish things werent so expensive, wish people weren't so stupid, rude, hateful, obnoxious.... then again, there are nice people in the world too, haha, i know a few... idk, im tired, ima go to bed, sorry for not blogging a whole lot lately! :P >.<"
